Monday, February 19, 2007

weirdness

judging by the sudden theme of my posts, i guess my layout no longer fits my blog. BUT i'm too lazy to change it. i miss bubbly ol' me who actually is always there, just not HERE anymore. apparently i'm a master of withdrawal, when i know i can't take it, i end up doing something else. BUT it's still there, the ringing in my ears or unbearable silence. i don't know! i've been down and the feeling's indescribable. it's like one minute i'm beyond happy and then totally sad the next. two emotions and one personality, dig that.

i know this has to be something deeper than school, or a silly schoolgirl's crush. and yet i can't
pinpoint the reason why at times i'm down and out. i can't explain me. and it feels so bad and the 'badness' trickles on every little aspect of my life... school, health, sleep... i don't know! i said i don't. i'm just a wreck that's it.

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