injuries and a haircut

welcome to my weekend. friday -> went to school for thesis and then went to archie's place for Wii haha :) had to cross the "bakod" from ateneo high to loyola grand villas..clumsy me i fell, so hello wounds on arms and chin.. sucks.. but i was still able to go over it! thanks arch... and sorta got over my fear of heights... and yeah learned i'm a girl.. haha :D sooo friday night i finally decided to have my hair chopped off... i'm not sure yet if it was the right decision but so far so good.. hair grows anyway.. :) i'm finally getting driving lessons!!! (jumping for joy!!!) i'm starting next week i think. saturday -> all shook up auditions extended... then the whole prod got canceled 'cause the producer backed out.. :( but sure enough BlueRep's still gonna come up with something! was supposed to go to toff's bday party but wasn't able to due to lack of transportation and well my legs and arms ache, i kinda forgot i fell haha. tooo bad.

anyway..."spring cleaning" starts next week. can't wait! woohoo. seriously, i want my room fixed. that's that. good night!

x-files

oh by the way! i stumbled upon the x-files.. that's what i'll call them now haha. it's this box filled with letters from my ex (booo), yeah i still have that.. weird. anyway, it felt good looking back with no feelings whatsoever. (except probably nausea haha) reading those letters affirmed my decision of staying single (for now) and being really cautious about commitment. the last letter i read was after we broke up, and i guess there were still inklings of us getting back together then, but its been 3 years and hell nooooo. i guess we've both learned our lesson of going too fast and yeah fools do rush in... but i don't regret it, that experience made me who i am now (a much better and less emotional person, i mean less gullible). "love" was different back then and i reintroduced myself to a different han, one i've turned my back on. and yeah i know i'm never going back. oh the box? i'm keeping it.. it serves as a good reminder. BUT i'll throw it as soon as i find that person with whom i'm willing to take the risk with again OR if we move to the states, haha, whichever comes first.

early morning blues

i'm happy 'cause i gave my blog a makeover... :) although i'm sleep deprived 'cause of that.. haha :P i can't sleep because the shrike outside my window is annoying!! (yes i now know what that bird's called thanks to biosystematics). i went online for no reason since i woke up at 2am?! grrr.. and since then i've been up. i no longer plan to sleep cause my thesis groupmates and i have consultation at 9am (that is if we are awake by then or haven't fallen asleep). my dad wants me to exercise and read a good book this sembreak... which means i need to buy rubbershoes and buy a book!!! but i don't have money. booooo. sooo, what can i do??? read an old book and exercise in chucks haha. i'm bored and sleepy. and i'm rambling. i hope i get a good breakfast! hmm happy thoughts...i get to go out of the house today! that's something since i gave myself a house arrest. still thinking of a hair cut. and i just had another happy thought! what?! anyway i'll stop here. have to shut this down or my dad will kill me haha. bye internet world and hello real world.. hmmm breakfast

guilty pleasures

since this sembreak i won't be able to go to our beach house in Bicol nor have a trip to Bali (boo, gave that up for driving lessons haha, which i still haven't started grrr mom and dad haha) i've been doing lots of nothing lately since i'm broke thanks to thesis. thank God i was able to buy dvds last week and i can download series once in a while.. due to my couch potato-ing i've craved for loads of food like v-cut, peanuts, sugar donuts, shawarma and pizza. hellooooo fats, gbye exercise!! and now i want ice cream or fries hahaha. seriously i need something to DO. but i keep skipping stuff like hanging out with my friends or block sports events (celebrity anyone? sasama na ako!) all because i wake up late (like 3pm late haha). so i only move my butt out of the house on weekends.. haha. i guess that'll do.. seriously next week imma start to exercise!! oh and go to tagaytay!! woohoo. yeah i'm bored.. back to hollywood gossip now, another guilty pleasure.

i wanna DRIVE!

woah i can't believe that it has been a month since my last post! wow, i guess i'm no longer a blog addict haha. a looooot has passed already. i went through my post production hangover without blogging about it. sembreak's here. my theo teacher's a bitch. and i want to party. basically, that's the gist of my one month. haha.

to take it piece by piece...let's reminisce over my wonderful experience as a cast member of Blue Repertory's Sister Act 2... silence.. oh there's too much. haha. i really had fun and found more of who i am as a person (seriously, i did). i loooved it. being on stage was a big thing for me and meeting everyone involved was so great. i gained friends, i think that was the best part. i know i won't be able to repeat the experience (23 units next sem grrr) which is probably why imma treasure the memories more. it's too sad that its over.. weird that i didn't cry about it (like HSM).. but i'm still sad about it haha. i actually gave up my Bali trip to go to mav's debut haha. (oh and other reasons too.)
NEXT UP, my theo teacher's a bitch. partly my fault (semi overcut) but still WWJD? hahaha. seriously, she made uncalled for comments after my orals.. very "untheo-like" of her... i do hope she grows a heart in the near future and doesn't give me a failing grade.. i did OK enough. oh GOD help!
ON THE LIGHTER SIDE: it's sembreak! well not really, i still have my physics paper to pass tomorrow. BUT i already started sembreak with parties and booze.. haha. hopefully there's more to come. but for now i need to focus on cleaning my room and some household chores, my usual sembreak duties.. what i really want to do though is have some driving lessons!! i gave up Bali for that too. haha. i told my 'rents that instead of Bali as a bday gift (damn i'm turning 20), i'd rather learn how to drive. :P an ultimatum of sorts, so they'll really give me driving lessons this time (c'mon i've been asking for 3 years now!)...

anyway.. i have new internet distractions:
http://www.perezhilton.com
http://www.hollywoodgossip.com
http://trent.blogspot.com
http://gofugyourself.blogspot.com
the websites involve hollywood stuff haha. yeah i'm that bored. maybe i do need a boyfriend (for the lamest reasons ever!).. oh but i did have a crush who i tried flirting with and he didn't even get the hint.. man i've lost it (the charm i believed to have haha).. crazy, but i did get pissed about it for a while.. yeah i've been single for too long i think (3 years), but i still hate commitment (icho this is your fault! kidding!).. anyway i've been scouring the net for cute haircuts (and researching about thermodynamics too, yep schoolwork's still there) just in case i do decide to have a haircut.. but i have to decide next week (cause no big decisions during period, that's the rule.) oh how i miss the beach!

eep i'm rambling now.. i guess that's that.. toodles for now :)