bagong taon.. :D

it's the second to the last day of the year and i think it has been a great year..i graduated from highschool...had a great summer with friends...entered college in AdMU...first sem ended (ok i guess)...had a good sembreak.. turned 17...2nd sem started(have to make it better than the first one)..cooL christmas break, had a good camp..(as staff..not a camper this time..)..hehehe...and ngayon..malapit na new year.. i'm sure things will be great..

before the day ends...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

..will blog again soon..kinda busy.. :)

just sharing..secret lang ha.. hehe :)

i just came from this emcee workshop thing in AdMU... but how i ended up there, here's the story...

i checked my mail around sembreak i think.. and saw this ad about auditions for an emcee host thingee for the sose week.. ( sose- school of science and engineering.. just so you know.. )
so..to make the story short i replied to the email and auditioned..

since only 3 ppol auditioned.. they just handed the hosting thing to us...
which is so cooL!! right? haha! well.. i have d script.. the band profiles.. the program sched and stuff.. and i'm so excited... woohoo!
haha!

wish me luck guyz..

YiKeE!

heto na naman ang ulan
tuloy tuloy ang buhos
sa daan ang tubig ay tuluyang umaagos
ngunit ang ulan ay parang walang planong lumisan

ako'y tumatakbong naghahanap ng sisilungan
dahil ang payong ay muli kong nakalimutan
paulit ulit ang mga tanong
saan ba may bubong? bakit ba naiwan ang payong?

basang basa na ako pagpasok ko
sa gusaling napuntahan pagkatapos kong tumakbo
saktong sakto, nadulas pa ako
napasigaw ako sabay nagulat
dahil sa aki'y may sumalo

nang tinignan ko kung sino
ang mukha ko'y namula ng todo
"ei, ok ka lang ba?" ang tanong mo
ako'y tumawang nagsasabi na badtrip ang ulan
sumagot ka naman ng "haha! sinabi mo.."

pinaupo mo ako bago ka umalis
di ka manlang nagsabi ng paalam
pinagmasdan kitang naglalakad papalayo
habang dahan dahan akong tumayo

tumigil na ang ulan at paalis na ako
kinuha ko na ang gamit ko
at nagsimula na rin akong maglakad
ngayon ay nag-ingat na ako

bigla akong nahiya nung naalala ko ang nangyari
bakit sa harap mo pa ako'y pumalpak
sabay akong napahalakhak
di manlang pala ako nagpasalamat

hay..titigan na naman kita kahit malayo
iisipin pa rin kapag nagiisa ako
ngingiti tuwing pagdaan mo
at mangangarap na muling mapansin mo

wala lang..umulan kase..nadulas ako.. sheesh.. haha! :)

may pasok na uli bukas... hay.. back to school and back to reality.. chem, zOoLogy,eng, fil..ano pa ba?? hehe!

hannahbanana_08...work hard and play hard..

just wanna post lyrics...

i don't want to be your friend
(nina)

I don’t wanna see your face
I don’t wanna hear your name
I don’t wanna thing
Just stay away baby
Don’t wanna know if you’re alright
Or what you’re doin’ with your life
Don’t wanna hear that you’ll stay in touch maybe

I’ll get just fine
So if you’re goin’ then darlin’ goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
I’m not over you yet
And I don’t think I care
And I don’t want to be your friend

I’ll forget we ever met
I’ll forget I ever let
Ever let you into this heart of mine baby
You just gotta let me be
You gotta keep away from me
’cause all I want to be is just free of you baby
Don’t you come around
And say you still care about me
Go now, go now

Don’t call me in the middle of the night...

You take it casually, and that’s what’s killing me
I’ll get by just fine
So if you’re goin’ then darlin’ goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
No, no baby
Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
I don’t want to be your friend
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
I don’t want to be your friend...

i'm lovin' this song right now.. :) i wonder why?? hehe!
hannahbanana

can't think of a title...

well.. it's been a long time since my last blog.. 2 weeks of 2nd sem have passed.. and we're rewarded with a long weekend..thanks to ramadan! :)

i honestly am pressured to do really good this sem.. to get good grades for my first year.. and i'm really gonna give it my all.. i regret my slacking off last semester and i promise not to repeat that this time around..

i'm back to my old dilemma.. to go to states or not.. during my first sem in ateneo.. i willingly agreed to go next year.. but now.. i really don't know.. i'm starting to get attached to the people there and the school as a whole.. but hey.. wherever God tells me to go.. i guess..i'll go..other than that.. i really don't know what to say or do regarding my going to states..

well.. i just wanna ramble on about nothing and everything right now.. hehe! i'm kinda in the mood to continuously type.. haha! probably coz it's a saturday and i'm at home.. haha! but i'm leaving in a few.. going to ateneo to meet my friend and get tickets for the pop ko to concert tonight.. hehe! i just dunno why dice&k9 would perform there too... grrr.. haha! o well..i'm still a bit excited to go.. it's kinda my first time to go to a concert.. hehe! ssshhh..that was my secret.. haha!.. :) now, i'm allowed to go and i've got tickets.. yeah.. haha!

last wednesday..i went to this audition for the sose show emcee hunt.. i mustered up all the courage i had and gave it a try.. maybe i shouldn't have coz i made so many mistakes... but hey..give me a break..it was my first time and i was dead tired already before i went to the audition.. (1mile run for pe101) i don't know the results yet..but i'll keep you posted.. haha! it was my first 'emcee audition'.. but not my first time to emcee.. i've done that since i was a kid.. but.. it was really freaky talking in front of people i didn't even know and all eyes are on you.. haha! i just hope i get the part.. :)

see.. i'm typing continuously.. haha! should i stop now?? haha! i guess i will.. i have to go na rin... well.. til my next post.. teehee.. :)

hannahbanana_08
work hard and play hard.. ;)

..2nd sem..

first day of 2nd sem.. hhmmm.. oh well.. ok lang.. i just dont wanna wake up at 6am everyday!!! well..except tuesday.. 7:30am = first class... *yawn.. haha!

sembreak = bitin?.. hehe! i miss the beach.. the sound of the waves hitting the sand on the shore... the bird sounds... the gush of the wind... aaahhhh.... peace.. serenity..

school = GRADES!!.. oh no?! haha! God bless to all.. heehee.. :)

nothin to do... might as well blog..

i wanna go out! haha! it's still sembreak.. and i'm bored.. i'm TRYING to help around the house.. but all i do is sleep, eat, read and watch TV... i wish i don't get fat... haha! oh well.. :D

i'm reading the oath by frank peretti... i hope i spelled the name right.. the book's way over there and i'm too lazy to get it.. haha! it's really nice...sort of a thrilller with mystery.. hehe!

ok..i'm gonna get back 2 my reading.. teehee.. :)

once in a lifetime

freestyle



Been thinkin bout ya baby

And I dont know what to do

All I think about is you

Seems everything around me

Things I've never understood

They all make sense when I'm with you.



Refrain:



Oh, I've heard it before

Finding so called love then you leave it all behind

But now I feel so sure

I'll listen to my heart this time

(So I'll it on the line/ put my heart before my mind//



Chorus:



I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime

(and) I know there's no way out

Coz its once in a lifetime



I've always been so lonely

No one there for me to hold

And every night was just so cold

Oh don't get me wrong i've been around

But i've resigned myself to thinking

Mine is just anothe story often told



Repeat refrain then Chorus:



Coda:



It's not like im runnin' outta

I'm takin' everything in stride

It's just i never thought i'd find

what would make me change my mind



Repeat chorus:

bUhBye fiRst sem.. :)

yeah..tapos na..asteeeg.. :) sembReak na.. sana pumasa ako.. haha!! cge..cLean pko rOom.. haha!!

cooL tong song na toh...

Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin (Kitchie Nadal)

may gusto ka bang sabihin
ba't di mapakali
ni hindi makatingin
sana'y wag mo na itong palipasin
at subukang lutasin
sana nga'y sinabi mo na...

iba'ng nararapat sa akin
na tunay kong mamahalin

oh... wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong
pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

ano man ang inaakala
na ako'y isang bituin
na walang sasambahin
di ko man ito ipakita
abot langit ang daing
sana nga'y sinabi mo na...

at sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa'yo...
at sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa'yo...

oh...
oh...
oh...

wag na wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong
pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo...

There’s always that one person who will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me it’s clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby (you will always be my boo)

sleepy..*yawn*

ngayon pa lang ako m22log.. grabe!!! finals na.. 3 days na lang, la nang class!! sembreak na!! think positive diba? :D

you came at the exact moment i needed you
i didn't have to call out your name
'cause just at that moment
you simply knew

you saved me again
just as you did so many times before
though your smile may not take my breath away
it never ceases to put a smile on my face too

i thought you'd just be one of those who'd just pass by
but you're still here standing by me
'cause of that i simply can't live without you
hope you'll always be mine

thanks :)

..bitin ba? la na akong maisip e...to be continued....

hAnnAh_08
wOrk HarD and pLaY haRd :)

i wOndEr...

..eXcerPt..

i hope i'm not the one you're talking about
don't wanna end up breaking your heart
you know you're like a brother to me
and you always know how to make me smile
it feels like i've known you forever
it feels good to have a shoulder to lean on
i'll oweiz be here for you
you've done so much for me
you know i consider you the best..
i'll keep you in my heart for all time, i promise.. :)


..eXcerPt ends heRe..

LeaRn fRom yOur miStakes..
hAn_08

thAnk God He oWeiz foRgives.. :)

crAmMing aT 4am aNd missin yAh..

i'm finishing my 2nd draft for my argumentative research paper...i've procrastinated long enough... i'll be on my way to class in 5 hours.. teehee.. ;) nah..it aint a good thing.. i'm drained and dead tired..but still smiling..i'm done actually.. :) just fixin' up the bibliography.. oh well..

first sem's comin' to an end.. finally.. 1 week and 3 days then sembreak.. :) miss my bestfriend..its been too long since i last seen her.. miss the days we'd talk bout anythin..haha! =)

guess that's it.. i'm gonna try to get a little shut-eye.. :)

i still love this life..
hAnNah_08

typing away..

first sem's almost done.. thank God!

pero dameng requirements... i hope things will be ok.. :) tomorrow's gotta be a better day.. :)

:.:.:.: hAnNah..08...

ang daming laman ng utak ko
puro na lang nakakagulo
akala ko'y ika'y nakalimutan ko
yun pala andito ka pa sa puso ko

baket kaya ngayon lang kita naisip
kung kailan ang daming ginagawa
sa kalagitnaan ng aking pagtrabaho
ika'y biglang pumapasok sa utak ko

sakali kayang inspirasyon pa kita
bakit nga ba kita kinalimutan
dapat lang talaga'y ika'y laging kasama
ngunit marami akong inunang iba

patawad na lang sa mga araw na ika'y di napansin
pasensya na kung ako'y may inatupag na iba
salamat at andiyan ka at nagpapatawad
ngayo'y alam ko ng ikaw ang tanging pagasa

buti na lang at lagi mo akong mahal
buti na lang hindi mo ako iniiwan o pinapabayaan
ang lawak ng iyong pag-ibig ay di ko kaya pantayan
pero Diyos..ikaw pa rin ay nariyan :)

sino akala mo? ;-) hehe..
haN A.
Love tHis Life...

nOt rAntiNg anYmore.. ;o)

yay!! tHank God itS friDay... :) it's been a long day...but now it's over!! yay!!

i was in scHooL from 9.30am to 10pm... and i was able to paSs all requirements... maNy thanKs to some PeepS..you guyS know who y'all are... :)

the pLay was cooL kanina.. :) fuLL house!! wow! haha! waTch 'the wiZ'.. it's worth it.. :) i'm not gonna pLug to the max here..so if you're interested..just give me a call.. hehe!

ok..what else? hmmmm....guess that's it.. i'm just happy that it's friday... :)

wOrk hard & pLaY hard... :)
hAnNah_08
LoVe tHis LifE... :)

rAntiNg..paRt2.. hehe!!

i've got a fil paper due tomorrow..one long math homework that i haven't even started.. and what i'm doing now is blogging.. haha!

i'm dead tired.. i was in school from 7.30am to 6.30pm...and i had midterms in PE.. (a taekwondo promotions test...) all i wanna do is sleep, but i have to keep myself up coz i have schooL stuff to do.. and the only way to do that is to do some fun stuff first.. hahaha!

seriously..i'm gonna get to work in a few minutes..i'm just downloading an mp3.. :)

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rAntiNg..

writer's block....i'm in the middle of doing my 2nd draft for english..it's a feature article and i just don't know where to start.. i'm so pissed off!!...why can't i do this?! hahaha! well..it's not so bad... i've got time.. one more hour before midnight...sheesh...as if that's enough time... but i know i can.. :) haha! i can't even think of a new title, my first title was lame.. really lame...it was a shitty first draft man! grabe! haha! i'm just removin' all negative vibes para i can clear my mind.. haha :).. but still..i loved this day..don't know why..i just did.. haha! the sun was bright and the sky was clear.. beautiful day.. :) haha! i still love this life..no matter what!! yeah..happy thoughts...no more rants... now i hope i can start my paper..God help me.. :) yeah!

han08
work hard and play hard

ouCh! sorrY..peace! :)

i thought i lost you one night
when the rains started to pour
and then you said goodbye
i ran after you, not knowing where you went
not knowing if i really even wanted to follow

i cried that night
endless tears flowed from my eyes
i wept 'til i fell asleep
and when i woke up i could feel the pain in my eyes
and the hole in my heart

i went on with my life
not knowing what steps to take
not knowing what decisions to make
i was too dependent on you
the mere thought of you being gone, scared me

now that i've lost you
i lost everything i thought i knew
everything i thought i'll always have

but strangely, the sun seemed to shine brighter
the sky has stopped weeping
everything seemed clearer now
going on with where i left off felt better
and then i wondered why

i guess it's true that i did lose you
but that was a sacrifice worth making
when i realized, i lost myself when i was with you

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one of those mondays..

too many schoolwork! so little time yet so much to do... monday is when you realize all this.. weekends remove reality for a while and then comes monday... back to school.. back to reality! haha! but it's all good.. haay..kaya yan... haha! time management is the key to success..yeah!! haha! i'll stop here..'til next time.. mwahzzz!

hanNaH_08
i love cadbury fruit&nut and blue roses.. ;)
(ber na..lapit na bday ko..haha!)
woRk hArd & pLay HarD.. :)

yoU haD me at heLLo.. :)

Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than for self. Love doesn’t want what it doesn’t have. Love doesn’t strut,Doesn’t have a swelled head, Doesn’t force itself on others, Isn’t always “me first,” Doesn’t fly off the handle, Doesn’t keep score of the sins of others, Doesn’t revel when others grovel, Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth, Puts up with anything, Trusts God always, Always looks for the best, Never looks back, But keeps going to the end. (1 Corinthians 13:4-7 the Message version)


faLLing in Love is the second best thing in the world... finding you is the first... :)

hAnNah a.
woRk hard and plaY hard..

bOrEd aGain..

i'm trying to read my math book... and i just get irritated more..haha! what are the use of functions in my everyday life?! c'mon!! haha! enough about math..


i love this song:

Pieces of Me (Ashlee Simpson)
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care

When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's a mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

--just sharing.. :)

bago matapos ang buwan ng wika :)

isang pilipinong tula naman.. :)

mag-isa akong nakaupo kanina
sa lugar kung saan tahimik at payapa
at sa aking pag-iisa, naisip kita
ang iyong ngiti, ang iyong tawa
masaya ako kapag ika'y kasama
gumagaan ang pakiramdam kapag ika'y naalala

alam mo kayang ikaw ang laman ng isip ko
alam mo kayang lihim kitang gusto
mahahalata mo kaya, ipapaalam ko ba sayo
baket ba sa utak ko ito'y gumugulo

kung malaman mo, ano kaya ang iyong sasabihin
kung matutunan kitang mahalin
ako kaya'y mamahalin mo rin

paano na ito, mas nakakagulo ng isip
talagang di ko na alam ang aking gagawin
totoong kulang buhay ko pag wala ka
hindi nakakatulog kapag naiisip kong may araw na lilisan ka rin
alam kong dapat sa iyo'y sabihin
kaya't bukas, bukas malalaman mo rin

..hannah..
work hard and play hard

thoughts..

im posting 'cause i'm bored...

there's no school today, and i'm half wishing that there was... but i needed the rest..so i'm glad there was no school... doesn't change the fact that i'm bored... haha!

sometimes, i just hate rainy days.. you can't go out unless you want to get wet.. and the rain has certain chemicals blah blah that are bad for the body.. at least it stopped raining now.. makes me feel better.. :)

i'm just gonna ramble on about stuff now.. hope you don't mind.. ;)

i was scared of goin' to college last summer.. i hated the idea of being a clueless freshman.. and to make matters worse..i didn't know anybody in ateneo.. i'm thankful now that i'm getting used to a lot of stuff.. except math... :( i was never this weak in math.. haha! ey,but i'm trying my best...*rambling...bear with me...

ok.. enough of that.. haha :).. did ya read my poems? did you like them?.. i love poems! i love to read them..write them... i've been writing since i was 4th grade.. haha! i really don't know if i've improved..i hope i did!

what's love? haha! it makes the world go round.. it's something a lot of people talk about.. it's something everyone wants to have.. it's just that i'm not in the mood to talk about it right now.. so ask me later! hahaha! :)

ok..i'm gonna stop now... i'm talking nonsense already.. i'll post something that isn't worthless later or maybe right after this or maybe soon.. haha!

love this life.. :)

one of the mushy poems i made.. ;)

My Last Dance With You

the lights are dim yet colorful
the music plays but sorrowful
we face each other with eyes tearful
our feet moving so graceful

knowing this is my last with you
i'll stare at you like it's forever
and keep thinking of days we've gone through
'cause from this day i'll see you never

and this is my last dance
the last i'll have with you
savoring every step and glance
and still loving you

the song still playing in my head
my feet remembering every step
thinking of what we had
and why the music had to end

--sobrang luma na nito..hehe! 2nd yr pa ako..just sharing... :)--

allez à lencontre l'écoulement

--go against the flow--

i love God...

i believe in Him...

He saved me... He died for me...He loves me...

in the midst of pain..i trust Him...unending joy surrounds Him...

He doesn't condemn.. He forgives... He accepts...

Why condemn others when God Himself loves all?

I am a sinner..yet He loves me..He always does..

I am grateful..I will always be...

MY STRONGHOLD

No words of mine can ever compare
To your never ending love and care
You give me strength and peace
All my worries you release

Your warmth surrounds me
Your love comforts me
In you I find hope
In you there is faith

Whatever I am, you accept
Whatever I'll be, you create
You mold me to be better
And every fall I make, You always help me up

Oh my Lord, you're my stronghold
My Savior, my refuge, my God
You pull me through the hardest times
You stand by me all throughout my life

one of those mushy poems i made... :)

i write him letters on rainy days

he was the sun when my sky was gray
he was the rainbow that shined after my storms
he would always be the reason that brightens my day
he was everything i hoped for
he was everything i dreamed of

i couldn't have been happier
knowing that he was mine
i always felt secure
when his arm was around my shoulder,
having him was all the proof i needed
that life was more worthwhile

i believed in forever
i believed we would last
i knew we'd pass every endeavor
i knew we'd make it, we'd get through

but he died in my arms one rainy day
when the sun started to set
when no rainbows could be seen,
he said goodbye while in my arms that day
'don't let go...i'll never leave you..'
words that would keep ringing in my ears

i write him letters on rainy days
when the sun has already set
his memory still lights up my gray skies
his smile still brightens my day

i write him letters on rainy days
and i seal it with a kiss
i keep them hidden in my heart
a place where i know he'll always be

hope i'm getting there

Last night I was in ABS-CBN with 3 of my English block mates. We went there to find out if it could be an alternative hang-out for teens, since that was the topic for our Eng11 paper. At first, I wasn’t really excited to go there, I mean c’mon, who would hang-out there? Haha! But through the course of our ‘special’ tour, I remembered wanting to be a newscaster when I was a kid. We were actually able to go to sets of live news ‘coz there were the only ones taping at 6pm. It was funny remembering how I’d use to sit in front of the mirror and act as if I was reporting! haha! I was Grade four when I used to do that. My views changed when I was 1^st year high school. During ERAP’s impeachment trial, I decided that I wanted to be a lawyer. So that when people do bad stuff, they wouldn’t get away with it. And I’d be able to defend those who were harmed, hurt, or damaged. I also liked the idea of standing in front of a judge and defending a case, ‘coz i really liked to talk too! haha! Seriously, I wanted to be a lawyer to be of service to people. And I promised myself that I wouldn’t be one of those lawyers who would take advantage of their clients. But when I was filling up my UP application form, I suddenly felt like I didn’t want to be a lawyer! I wanted to be a doctor! Why? My parents asked me the same question when I told them I changed my mind about being a lawyer. I decided that I could help more people, especially my family, if I was to be a doctor...

....to be continued.... ;)

a poem for my best friend :)

for no particular reason, i thought of you today
a friend always there no matter what season or day
i remember the times i'd cry on your shoulder
and the times you'd cry on mine

i'd fondly think of our embarassing moments
even our unusual mistakes bring smiles now
we've been through a lot together
and we'll always be here for each other

though you're far way, you'll always be in my mind
you'll always be in my prayers, in my thoughts, in my heart
whichever path we take as time passes
you'll still be one big part of my life
though we may see many new faces
your smile would still bring comfort

our friendship to me is like a thousand roses
even with a lot of thorns,still remains beautiful
so sweetie,what i'm trying to say is simply this,
for me you'll always be the best! :)