will do this starting december 1 :)

A tribute to the last month of 2010 :) [got this from pao's tumblr - julianparaiso.tumblr.com]

day 1. your facebook profile photo

day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago

day 3. a photo that makes you happy

day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday

day 5. a photo of you

day 6. a photo that makes you laugh

day 7. a photo of someone you love

day 8. a photo of your favourite band/musician

day 9. a photo of your family

day 10. a photo of you as a baby

day 11. a photo of your favourite film(s)

day 12. a photo of you

day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)

day 14. a photo of one of your favourite family members

day 15. a photo of you and someone you love

day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to

day 17. a drunk photo of you

day 18. a photo of one of your classes

day 19. a photo of you on a school trip

day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing

day 21. a photo of you standing up

day 22. a photo of your town

day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby

day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in

day 25. a photo of a night you loved

day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend

day 27. a photo of last summer

day 28. a photo of what you ate today

day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive

day 30. a photo of you when you were happy.

dear grilled cheese

i want you.

oh no...

me thinks i have brain damage. Thanks to Numbers 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 8 and sometimes 7.

But doesn't that mean that all med students have brain damage.

So what does that say about today's doctors. haha :)

reality.

it's hard to try and trudge on when things are getting hard. especially when i have a quit switch. med school is killing me, and life in general is.

i'm revamping my outlook and trying to focus on the good stuff :)

will try and see how that goes.

For You, I'm sorry :*

i'll keep my promise.

no quitting :)

i found that someone who'll food trip with me in the wee hours of the night for banchetto, or to have random food cravings like outback, aysee or omakase. and that someone who'll cook lucban longganisa for me and give me vinegar even if he hates the smell of it.

i found that someone i can comfortably make random annoying sounds with.

i found that someone who'll jeep to starbucks to study with me even if he doesn't have to, and be patient when i people watch and be strict when i have to study.

Even when i get stressed, or feel bipolar ;) I still want to have you around with me forever, cause i am the craziest, happy version of myself with you, and like you, i can no longer imagine living life otherwise.

I love you, even if i'll always be a head over heart person ;)

follow the head, not the heart

random

set a goal: to look hot in my red dress again :)

hopefully in 2 months..

'nuff said :)

Trying my best to sleep by 12 midnight :)

From Nov 9 -19.. This is me.

i'm not an insomniac

i just like staying awake at night, when it's quiet and peaceful...

but during the day...

this is not good when school starts!

i think medschool made me lose my muchness

Coffee and Love Drunk

Six Years and 200+ posts ago, i started college, not knowing what to expect and where i really wanted to end up, back then i thought that by now i would have everything figured out. And i was wrong. I have changed, i like to believe i grew up, my perspectives and beliefs may have changed too. But i'm still that person who fears the unknown more than heights, or dark, or death. :) Although i may have found my peace with many things, like my Faith, and also my acceptance of love... there are other things i'm still scrambling over, and i'm still picking up the pieces of my own life puzzle, making sure everything fits.

I've been in my twenties for three years now, and i figured, a change was due :) It may seem small to change a blog name or a twitter name, but for me it's big. It's me growing up to be a woman i didn't see myself becoming 6 years ago. Stronger yet less optimistic, cheezier yet more resilient, jaded yet in love.

Coffee and Love drunk, that's me in med school. And probably the me i will continue to be until i get my MD-MBA. Hyped up, strong, energetic, passionate, and in love, not just with Karlo, or God, or my family but also with life. :)

A new era begins :)