223

this is my 223rd post, woah! i guess i do talk a lot... but compared to some, maybe that's quite few. i only make do with the amount of internet time i'm given :) lol. well so far? so good. my goal for summer? Ace my subjects.. haha. :D i've got two (econ & media studies) plus one thesis. my subjects give me ample time to focus on my thesis which we haven't quite started yet. :D although i honestly can't wait, i've been borrowing steven's enthusiasm and i guess now i found my own haha :) and i looove my groupmates cyndz (my college "bestie" haha) and steven (her beloved boyfriend) :D

BUT i need 10 perfect quizzes and really good critical essays to pull off the grade i need. :) and i can do that. with a little more focus and a little more enthusiasm.

so anyway, the fun side? gelo and i made it through the 1st round of auditions of magic's junior jocks. the second round will be on thu. at first i was freakishly scared and excited. right now? nothing again. but i do hope i get in.. ok ok, fine.. i hope we get in! haha. good luck dude.. and well good luck to me too.

what else? i miss ma. and i need to do my laundry. and think of a topic for my 1st critical essay :) so i end it there. haha :D told yah, no lessons for now. just stories :)

summer bummer

i've put off blogging for a while since reg + start of classes. i guess i had nothing cool or fun to write about. lol. well, i failed chem. so that's that, i have to repeat it. but i'm cool with it i accepted that fact already mid sem. haha :D

i know we keep on saying that summer class sucks, but it's actually cool since i have something to do everyday hehehe (i got that from karlo)

so besides that what have i been up to? gelo and i dared to audition for magic 89.9 junior jocks hehe and we have no idea where it goes from there. oh but we'll just cross our fingers woohoo and hope we get in and get paid :)

and that's that i've got readings for media studies to print.. hehe back to the good ol' reality. no life lessons for now, just stories. :)

the attack of the mayflies

after a short hiatus from blogging due to finals and our kada's beach escape I'm BACK.

finals was stressful and tomorrow i'll know if i actually passed or failed chem and i'm scared! it's not that i don't want to fail, it's more than that... i DON'T want to repeat the friggin subject! oh well i'll save that fear for tomorrow.

the whole beach trip was as usual FUN. like our very own SWEET ESCAPE. it's weird 'cause i got stressed out trying to plan it so i freaked out and passed it on to gelo, who (congrats again) pulled it off! and the fun wasn't cause of the overflowing booze (which we didn't finish) it was because we had ample time to bond again and retell stories and reminisce. things our busy scheds don't allow us to do. coy would remind me again about sensibilities, za and i would talk about almost everything, we'd make new friends and rekindle old friendships. and that in itself was special (booze not needed) and our ritual was performed haha. that crazy old "ninja" thing. but it was cool. it's how memories form right?

and back here in manila means back to reality. just like fen said, back to problems. see i've now realized the heaviness of chores i have to fulfill besides actually taking summer class. my mom's in san Fo and we got no maid so my bros and i are more stressed than usual. i MISS my mom who i talk to every night so all my bicol stories would be saved until she gets back. hehe. i try to have girl talk with my dad but i'm probably boring him :) thank God for webcam and YM, our means of reaching her.

SO anyway, the first day i got here in manila meant CLEAN UP. and the mayflies have come. all the stress factors, the chores, school, NMAT, everything. and they've been emphasized by the plague-like appearance of tons of mayflies in our bathroom which we try to "eradicate" everyday to no avail. haha. 'cause we'll have a new batch the next morning. just like problems... they'll never leave. unless FIXED. and yeah right now i'm happy and OK, but still we need our short escapes to regain ENERGY to face too many tomorrows. :)