bOo!!

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lucky 9

Day 4 of Filinvest 1 'House Arrest'

By 6pm the doorbell rang and the money arrived.. *wink.. :) my ninang in states sent me money to help out in my debut!! cooL!! and it finally arrived today.. which is a good thing because i don't have to wait for it all day here at home.. tita biday and i checked out the clubhouse a while ago, and it looked nice enough..prettier than i originally expected.. by nightfall, my friends bothered me! haha.. naah!! it was all good.. jun, carls, karlo, and archie came to visit..sayang wala si lara! :c i hope next time kasama na siya...the more the merrier!!! hehe! and then i watched some TV to kill time.. i didn't actually get to watch much TV here even if there's cable.. haha!! the chilling at my room part seemed more appealing..one highlight of my day would be chatting with my bestfriend for 3 hours and we talked about anything and everything!! i'm so relieved and happy that i could tell her anything no matter how bad it is... she's super irreplaceable..and at times like these, how i wish she was right here.. but thanks to technology, there are times that i feel she actually is here.. hehe! ok ok..what else can i say? i think that's basically it.. i wanna wake up for breakfast tomorrow, so i'm gonna stop going on and on 'bout my simple day.. toodles.. :)

this shows that i'm bored

SOME QUESTIONS I GOT SOMEWHERE
1.Last place uv been to: clubhouse, checking where my party's gonna be held
2. you are: waiting for my friends to arrive
3. They say you are: crazy
4. Yesterday: was wednesday
5. Last person who texted you? karlo
6. Last person you called? karlo
7. Last name in your received calls? floyd
8. How old are you? 17
9. What music is playing? the dribbling of the ball in the basketball court outside
10. Last thing you drank? orange juice
11. Last thing you bought for yourself: load
12. You want to: sleep
13. You really like: to go out and party
14. You have a crush on: like i'd tell the whole world..
15. You really hate: chem!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. got wasted? nope
2. ran away? nope
3. had ur heart broken? sadly yeah..
4. cried when someone died? uh huh..
5. broken a bone? yup, in my right elbow..
6. cried in school? yep..

WHO:
1. your good luck charm? probably my dog
2. person u hate most? hmmmm..my chem teacher!!!
3. makes u laugh d most? ninjas!!!
4. makes u smile? family, friends and my dog
5. has a crush on u? even if i did know, im not d type to broadcast that.

DO YOU:
1. sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? nooo..i have a life..haha!
2. chat online? yup.. ym & google talk
3. save emails? yah, its the deleting part that i don't do much
4. wish u were someone else? yep, kristin kreuk.. hehe!! but i'm happy as me na rin!
5. cry in front of friends? when it can't be avoided

SO:
1. do you get jealous easily? yep, but i don't show it
2. what have u been doing these past few days? pigging out, planning my debut, sleeping
3. what are you thinking about now? tagal dumating nila karlo!!!! tsktsk...
4. what did you do last night? watch CSI.. :)
5. what did you last say to a friend last night? good night..
6. when will you marry? ideally, by the age of 25(if i won't be a doctor) or 30(if i will be a doctor)
7. When did u last receive a gift? um..christmas.. haha!!
8. when did you last drink alcoholic beverages? last saturday...
9. what was your greatest bet ever made? i don't make bets..
10. is all fair in love? true love, maybe..
11. most romantic words? will you marry me.. *coming from the guy of your dreams...
12. would you give up your career for love? depends, if i'm making the big money why give it up???

doggy day

Day 3 of Filinvest 'House Arrest'

my 3rd day here in filinvest was basically spent by bonding with my dog.. i woke up at 12nn today (back to my usual sleeping habits), which means i missed breakfast.. well, that's alright i guess..i'm not much of a breakfast eater..then after lunch i watched some TV and by 3pm decided that my dog and i deserved a long walk..so i called my brothers and we had a long walk around the village, bought some drinks and snacks and then brought my super thirsty dog back home.. we then settled by watching our anger management DVD and the rest of the day i was just here facing my PC..that's basically how my third day went.. my debut accomplishment for today would be calling the caterer and asking for the fully computed price.. and that's done.. now, i'm off to bed.. toodles!

they got it right!!

***The Keys to Your Heart***


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
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Day 2 of Filinvest 'House Arrest'

I woke up at 7am this morning feeling gloomier than yesterday. I didn't even visit my dog today and maybe i'll do just that right after this post. But i finally finished reading 'The Vampire Lestat' by Anne Rice and i sort of regret it because i no longer have any books to read. Sadly, i forgot my 'to read' stash at home. What's worse is that i didn't even bring my CD collection or my mp3 player, which is why i'm having a very silent vacation. at night i fall asleep listening to the wind being blown at me by that huge electric fan in my room or when i listen real hard i could hear the slow and steady beating of my heart. that's how still and silent this place is, even when my brothers and cousins are around, there's that unmistakable hush that you just can't break. though it makes me feel sad and lonely at times, in a weird way i have fallen in love with the silence. It has become a way for me to listen in on what God has to say and time for me to hear the hush whispers of things i have never thought about. Just two days have passed yet i feel that pieces of me have changed a bit. and though i am still a wrecked puzzle, some parts are already in place. I am finding me again and even if this journey to complete myself is a long way from being finished, the fact that i am willing to start it is a big enough leap.

bored on a sembreak

You know, life's funny that way. Once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong. -- Stacy (Little Black Book)

i'm shifting..once i get an F.. i'll be getting my grades on November 7.. watch out for that.. though grades aren't everything.. this time around, it's gonna be my deciding point... maybe i'm just not meant to be a doctor.. and i talked to God, asked him to make this F a sign.. no F= doctor.. and if there's an F, well He has a better plan for me.. and that's the exciting part.. 'cause in life, it's God who should be the driving instructor and you're gonna be the driving student.. and once you make a mistake, He's there to hit the brakes and turn you around..

Day 1 of Filinvest 'House Arrest'
Here i am in my tita's house, babysitting my bros who don't need babysitting...haha!! but i'm not complaining.. i like it here.. i have my own big bed, i get to use the computer and TV anytime i want.. i sleep early and then i get to have breakfast in the morning..the best part is i get to spend time with my lovable doggy!! i had a full day today.. woke up at 6.30am and helped my dog remove that bone stuck in her teeth.. then watched TV a bit.. ate breakfast around 7.30 am.. then slept again..woke up for lunch..after lunch i chatted with my bestfriend..then went to filhai, bought some stuff and paid my reservetion fee for the clubhouse.. then watched a movie.. and right now, i'm just waiting for dinner to be served..haha!! that's my day.. wow!!

i'll be posting again tomorrow..something better i hope.. haha!! :)

chilling at home

i know that there are a million things to do just to kill time here at the house, but i just don't know what they are..which is why i'm bored to death and sometimes daydreaming away while sitting on the sofa trying to come up with fun things to do on a sembreak..don't get me wrong, i have accomplished some stuff already.. *applause!!* but i've got so many time on my hands and only a few things left to do..haha! no, not really...

ok..bits and pieces of my sembreak so far: i'm trying to finish 'the vampire Lestat' by Anne Rice.. it's good really.. very well written.. i'm enjoying it but i have to stop once my eyes ache... hay, impluwensiya ni archie!!! haha.. i cleaned my room already.. well a bit..haha..still have to 'reclean'..probably tomorrow...or on friday...basta..i will...i enjoyed my bro's birthday where i had to make cake for all his classmates.. i love making ref cake!!! :) haha! and he's 13 already..nax..young man...haha! i've done lotsa stuff for my debut na.. hmmm..some invitations were already sent out.. cool..

oh..and i suddenly ran out of things to say.. haay.. will post something far better soon.. really, i will.. :)

just posting lyrics

You Set Me Free
Michelle Branch

Can't you see?
There's a feeling that's come over me
Close my eyes
You're the only one that leaves me completely breathless

No need to wonder why
Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

There's a will
There's a way
Sometimes words just can't explain
This is real
I'm afraid
I guess this time there's just no hiding, fighting
You make me restless

You're in my heart
The only light that shines
there in the dark

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

When I was alone
You came around
When I was down
You pulled me through
And there's nothing that
I wouldn't do for you

'Cause I wanted to fly,
so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see, yeah
And you set me free

mixed nuts

lament

yep, even if i'm on vacation and people are partying left and right, i still can't cover up the fact that i'm sad and slightly depressed... it sucks being like this..i don't want to go on drinking sprees and i don't want to go through my 'summer semi-breakdown' again...i don't wanna be like this.. but i can't seem to get over it..i told myself and my folks that i'm strong enough.. but i guess not.. i hate failing.. and what i hate more is faling twice..i know the grades haven't come out yet.. but i'm not expecting much compassion from my chem teacher..she doesn't seem to show any hint of it..

unfinished business

my debut plans have finally moved.. i've accomplished the invites but i still need envelopes and have to give them away, i've informed the 18 wishes and 18 roses..but i still think the name wishes and roses are too traditional or conventional.. i have to think of better names for that..hmmm..i found the perfect skirt :).. i bought the give aways.. well, so far that's it.. i need to finish the script for the hosts next..so that's my 'to do'..

happy moments

i went out with my kada last saturday..admittedly, bitin.. but at least i got to see those guys again..we just watched a movie, walked around gb3, then tambay sa absinth..the usual i guess..but i can't wait to hang out with them again soon.. for a much longer time.. *wink.. jei called..perfect timing..i miss that girl so much.. and how i wish she was hanging with us again..basta, i can't wait for friday and saturday..haha!! i'll be seeing the ninjas soon.. :) *jumping with joy..

....here's to a more fun filled sembreak and hopefully my lament won't last that long... *wine glasses toast..

oh by the way

i deleted my tabulas account...just in case your looking for it.. i figured (finally) that having two blogs is a waste of time and energy..and um add my multiply: http://hanmadebliss.multiply.com
(i think the blog is trying to correct my spelling: hanmade to handmade..but 4 my multiply remove the d.. there you have it..or just go to my links page and click hanmadebliss)

so there..i post entries there once in a while.. so if you get bored with my blogspot..check my multiply.. hahaha!! and please tag here in blogspot ok?? it's fun really.. haha.. ok, i'm just bored or probably drained from all those chem equations..i'll be posting again soon.. :)

oktoberfest na!!

i may not be a beer drinker but i just can't help but feel the party atmosphere?? or maybe i just can't wait for sembreak to start... or maybe because i was in eastwood last october1 partying jazz style coz of cyndee's debut..

one more week to go and i'm gonna run out of school!! yep.. run.. if school would be going longer than that, i'm bound to explode!!! people tell me maybe i should shift.. and that's actually an option for me.. let's just try this sem out...if i fail just one subject..i may actually quit bio.. i'll probably do extra well in some other field..

but i keep asking... how do you measure success?? is it all about the grades or is it in the enjoyment of becoming what you wanna be no matter how long and painful it takes?? haaay... i know the answer would be the latter, but then how would you know which path is right? i still wanna be a doctor, with all of my heart.. i guess i'll leave this to God, wherever he leads me...

seriousness and nerdiness aside... party ung title ko and here i am moping about grades?! i'll be seeing my kada again..after soooo long... hahaha!! i can't wait.. my birthday's coming up soon.. can't wait to be legal,hahaha!!..cheers to a month long sembreak!! with no failing grades!!! :D