Wednesday, April 22, 2009

creating my first sleepless night

right now i'm supposed to be writing a one page paper for my Public Health class tomorrow or at least studying for my Biochem quiz... but my brain has been dead since my year off and i have no idea where i'm at right now... there is a general feeling of excitement, but the reality is i'm still adjusting a bit to my 7.30 am to 6pm schedule.. i really hope the silence of the early morning wouldn't lull me to sleep but instead throw ideas on my paper or give me energy for the quiz.. coz if it were up to me i would've been asleep hours ago with zero work done on my paper and stock knowledge for my quiz hahaha. anyway BACK TO REALITY... i don't plan to be late tomorrow :P

Friday, April 03, 2009

I Caught Myself (Paramore)

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I never know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought

Today's Daily Reminder

After more than a year from residency, and one year in corporate research and almost 1 year into regular clinics, I still have numerous...