it's 5 in the morning and i'm craving for Japanese

on the last day of the year, all i can think about is food. lol. what does that say on the year that was? anyway, i've been weak for the past few days and i'm hoping to be ok enough for new year :) i was ok enough to make my signature ref cake and mango cream pie, with the help of my mom and brother of course... it's sort of a bad thing that i rediscovered TVU and i can't stay away from bennie now more than ever haha. and spike tv makes matters worse by doing a CSI NY marathon. this is how my new year will end, chilling on a bed with bennie my laptop, thinking of food. my new year's resolution this year is simple, to get my ass off of the bed as much as possible. :P that simple thing includes exercise, finishing med applications, and finishing everything on my to do list when i'm supposed to. hehe. yay! can't wait for '09.. :) it's gonna be my back to school and back to reality year.. i seriously can't wait.. hahaha. happy new year world :)

i hate when things are over

(non-Christmas related rant)

i just found out that episode 10 might be the last episode of Pushing Daisies. waaaaaaaah. apparently there are 3 more unaired episodes but ABC isn't sure if they would still show it. noooooo. they can't end with episode 10, i need more closure than that. :( it's really sad that they cancel something as entertaining and different as pushing daisies and they keep something like knight rider hellooooo (no offense to knight rider fans, although i think it's getting cancelled too)... it's just too bad that when you start to like something it just has to go... :( BOO.

oh, ON THE HAPPIER SIDE OF LIFE, LOL :) MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. it's a good thing i'm always happy during the holidays, this pushing daisies thing will seriously hit when there's nothing left that's worth downloading haha.

what do you do when there's nothing left to say.

nervous laughter.
awkward silence.
walk away.

to do list... updated :)

• get a massage (will do this todaaaay!!!)
  
• have a girls night out with za on a wednesday night (za left for Aman early!!! boo.)
  
• buy a planner from fully booked :)
• girly-date take 2 with cyndz (mani & pedi again haha)
  
• road trip to tagaytay (Bag O' Beans!!!!)
• sisig trip to pampanga..
• chill in starbucks with a non-academic book :P
  
• watch all christmas programs/ plays of the "kids" i love. (and hopefully not get lost in Marikina) (yay did this, except for river's program, but my brothers watched hehe)
  
• vow to make 2009 far better than 2008 :) (besides the sose awards thing and college grad, can't really top that yet :P)

current thought to ponder: if ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy? :)

Age of Not Believing

Boredom and Headache on a Sat morning (day before my NMAT) caused me to answer this.. :P

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the game from.

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY...
Born for This (Paramore)

2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hold Up (Chris Breezy etc :P) what the?

3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Bella's Lullaby (OST Twilight) i do feel lullaby-ish and sleepy..

4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Disturbia (Rihanna) i am meant to disturb..makes sense haha.

5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Help Me (Chris Brown) - lol. i do need help. doing this a day before NMAT hellooo

6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Gimme Watcha Got (Chris Brown)

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Supermassive Black Hole (Mule)

8) WHAT IS 2+2?
Something Special (Usher) yeah it is hehe

9) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Superhuman (Chris Brown & Keri Hilson)

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Do it for me Now (Angels and Airwaves) bwahahahhahahaha. this sounds so wrong.

11) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Heart Ain't a Brain (Chris Brown) hmmm.. still i do prefer the brain :P my heart decisions kinda suck hahaha.

12) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Colonel Hathi's March (Disney Jungle Book OST)

13) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Single (New Kids on the Block) hahaha. well he actually is.

14) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Will Go Sailing No More (Disney Toy Story OST)

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Bounce (Timbaland) that would actually be fun :P

16) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I'm Professor Ludwig Von Drake (Disney Wonderful World of Color)

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sirens (Angels and Airwaves)

18) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Take You Down (Chris Brown)

19) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Picture Perfect (Chris Brown)

20) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Why Can't I (Liz Phair) so um i won't die?

21) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
My Name is James (Disney James and the Giant Peach)

22) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
The Gift (Angels and Airwaves)

23) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Here I Stand (Usher)

24) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Let's Go Fly a Kite (Mary Poppins OST)

25) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Love You I Do (DreamGirls OST) hmm makes sense.. hahaha. since commitment with the whole ooey gooey mushy stuff gives me the creeps hahaha.

26) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Star of Bethlehem (Angels and Airwaves)

27) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Love Lockdown (Kanye West) haha :P

28) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Age of Not Believing (Disney Classics Angela Lansbury)

my to do list...

in the midst of "studying" and playing build a lot 3.. lol.. i realized after the NMAT i only have a few weeks left of 2008, so i figured i'd make a to do list of things to do after NMAT and before the 1st of January 2009 besides wrapping gifts :)

• get a massage
• have a girls night out with za on a wednesday night
• buy a planner from fully booked :)
• girly-date take 2 with cyndz (mani & pedi again haha)
  
• road trip to tagaytay (Bag O' Beans!!!!)
• sisig trip to pampanga..
• chill in starbucks with a non-academic book :P
  
• watch all christmas programs/ plays of the "kids" i love. (and hopefully not get lost in Marikina)
• vow to make 2009 far better than 2008 :) (besides the sose awards thing and college grad, can't really top that yet :P)
  

a bum's life

i know that for the past few weeks i've supposedly incorporated NMAT review.. but i haven't studied a lot and this is gonna bite me in the ass when i end up cramming for it.. although i've read the handouts over and over and i reviewed for the MCAT a while back.. i just need a little more focus and imma ace this thing.. I HOPE AND PRAY.

anyway i've been following more tv series than usual and i've watched movies that i decided not to watch before and i still haven't exercised.. yeah that's basically my life.. couch potato-ing and procrastinating.. nothing really changed since college except that i got to see my friends everyday haha. i seriously can't wait to get back on the whole studying thing (seriously, being a bum is overrated) and yet i don't regret this whole year off thing..at least now i know what i'm missing.. BUT i can't seem to focus yet haha. but i will.. i know i will :D

anyway again, i still sent my application to Duke-NUS just for the sake of it :) sayang naman MCAT.. but now i've got my sights set on ASMPH or UE.. we'll see :)

guess that's it so far... i wish i was in love with a stranger too (like someone i know lol).. at least i have someone to dream about besides henry cavill or my own version of an edward cullen.. gosh, bumming sucks..OH at least i got my dad a starbucks planner for his bday, 16 stickers wuhoo..