insomnia

i have a class at exactly 9am later, but here i am now sitting by the radio eating koko krunch at 1:30 in the morning listening to old tapes. i couldn't sleep so i chanced upon my old box of blank tapes where i recorded songs from the radio during my 2nd yr in highschool. when i finally got tired singing lady marmalade, i need a girl & deep, i got my 'debut notebook.' if you're wondering what it is, it's this notebook i filled with ideas and plans for my upcoming debut..i've been filling that notebook since the 1st week of apriL and my ever so fickle mind still has no final decision. :) i don't really know why i suddenly made a big fuss about this debut of mine. As far as i remember, i have already decided last year that i wouldn't have a big celebration. Well..weirdly enough..here i am now trying earn money and plan like crazy...

now..i actually am enjoying every minute of my so-called planning..filling up the blanks under 18 roses and the like fill my head with so many beautiful memories.. i hope that my debut would give me a chance to relive a lot of them and of course add more cherished moments to my list..

At this moment, what's luv is playing on my radio and my mind is filled up with so much memories.. memories that keep inspiring me to see the people that i spent my sweet 18 years with.. Luv yah fwends!! ( love you all for always giving me reasons to smile)

p.s. heLp me pray for such an event to happen! :) thanks!

confessions of a sleepless auditioner

yesterday would probably count as one of my most embarassing days.. i went to this audition for OrSem host and besides being a bit shaky & saying um during my intro spiel i did ok..i guess :p but there was one thing that i wouldn't forget. i was asked to give a joke or at least make the room laugh by doing anything that could be funny. a lot of people would probably think that the task was easy for me..but nooooo!! at that moment all the jokes i've said and heard in my lifetime hurriedly left my brain! grrrrr.. talk about perfect timing...i don't think i'll ever forget that experience! Bahala na si God sa audition tape ko..haha! (i was videotaped..bummer).. i just hope i forget..somehow.. :)