Day 2 of Filinvest 'House Arrest'

I woke up at 7am this morning feeling gloomier than yesterday. I didn't even visit my dog today and maybe i'll do just that right after this post. But i finally finished reading 'The Vampire Lestat' by Anne Rice and i sort of regret it because i no longer have any books to read. Sadly, i forgot my 'to read' stash at home. What's worse is that i didn't even bring my CD collection or my mp3 player, which is why i'm having a very silent vacation. at night i fall asleep listening to the wind being blown at me by that huge electric fan in my room or when i listen real hard i could hear the slow and steady beating of my heart. that's how still and silent this place is, even when my brothers and cousins are around, there's that unmistakable hush that you just can't break. though it makes me feel sad and lonely at times, in a weird way i have fallen in love with the silence. It has become a way for me to listen in on what God has to say and time for me to hear the hush whispers of things i have never thought about. Just two days have passed yet i feel that pieces of me have changed a bit. and though i am still a wrecked puzzle, some parts are already in place. I am finding me again and even if this journey to complete myself is a long way from being finished, the fact that i am willing to start it is a big enough leap.