finals was stressful and tomorrow i'll know if i actually passed or failed chem and i'm scared! it's not that i don't want to fail, it's more than that... i DON'T want to repeat the friggin subject! oh well i'll save that fear for tomorrow.
the whole beach trip was as usual FUN. like our very own SWEET ESCAPE. it's weird 'cause i got stressed out trying to plan it so i freaked out and passed it on to gelo, who (congrats again) pulled it off! and the fun wasn't cause of the overflowing booze (which we didn't finish) it was because we had ample time to bond again and retell stories and reminisce. things our busy scheds don't allow us to do. coy would remind me again about sensibilities, za and i would talk about almost everything, we'd make new friends and rekindle old friendships. and that in itself was special (booze not needed) and our ritual was performed haha. that crazy old "ninja" thing. but it was cool. it's how memories form right?
and back here in manila means back to reality. just like fen said, back to problems. see i've now realized the heaviness of chores i have to fulfill besides actually taking summer class. my mom's in san Fo and we got no maid so my bros and i are more stressed than usual. i MISS my mom who i talk to every night so all my bicol stories would be saved until she gets back. hehe. i try to have girl talk with my dad but i'm probably boring him :) thank God for webcam and YM, our means of reaching her.
SO anyway, the first day i got here in manila meant CLEAN UP. and the mayflies have come. all the stress factors, the chores, school, NMAT, everything. and they've been emphasized by the plague-like appearance of tons of mayflies in our bathroom which we try to "eradicate" everyday to no avail. haha. 'cause we'll have a new batch the next morning. just like problems... they'll never leave. unless FIXED. and yeah right now i'm happy and OK, but still we need our short escapes to regain ENERGY to face too many tomorrows. :)
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