waiting is the hardest part

i came from rehearsals which was until 9pm, then settled down to watch a movie, Blood Diamond, then surfed for a bit and still nothing. what have i been waiting for? my microbio groupmates to send me their stuff!!! kidding, haha.. seriously, i've been waiting for epiphanies. moments of inspiration or sudden realizations... related to school, love, life. right now i can't even sit down and write a history report or decide to research for microbio. i guess that's what overstress does! i'll be in school from 7am to 9pm tomorrow and i'll be dead tired to study for quizzes or read philo, let alone edit a video?! i guess i've pushed myself to the limit one too many times. and waiting, waiting for things to change or things to happen is the worst part. 'cause waiting can't get you anywhere. in the long run your forced to move. but as of now, leave me at the waiting part. because i have not much left in me to decide to move.