you can still touch my love its free....not

quoting from the song by maria mena, "i just poured my heart out, there's bits of it on the floor"

welcome to my midweek ramblings. thanks to monday i was a little hung over during my 7.30 am class. but it was worth it. i did owe my friends a little of time and a LOT of my stories. it's not like imma hide them forever. so i guess my "lie low days" are over. just whatever. it's over, it has been for quite a while now but maybe the lil kid in me still wanted her way = getting what she wants in the end. well maybe not this time. so i'm not sitting waiting and wishing. and i'm not a threat, i never was, but i would be lying if i said that i never thought of what if... *sigh. messed up. i guess the past isn't dead, in fact it's not even past yet. haha.

and here i am again with a paper due in a while and i haven't started at all! haha. welcome to the world of cramming and procrastinating. i have no idea when i can exercise if i'm always up late.. it's really not healthy. haha. there's always next week.. :p

i dreamt of someone out of the blue. weird. although i loved that dream haha, i don't even talk to the guy.. maybe i should start to. hahaha.

wanting p900 bucks... well p 1800... i want 2 new customized low cut chucks... will let gelo do it soon. need new shoes!!!

i'm generally lost. drowning in the senior's syndrome which i have to shake myself out off... i need to catch up thanks to my unfocused behavior and dvd watching haha. besides that i hafta exercise before i hear another "compliment" that i'm moving towards the chubby side. grrrr. a girl doesn't really wanna know, seriously!

what have i accomplished so far besides losing a vice... none. whatever, i'm still graduating by march! haha :) i still have that love and hate relationship with this life. maybe i still lack sleep.