i think that i like digging up things that have long been buried. and somehow that can be translated to "i think i like pain..." i'm no masochist, but i dig things up for the sake of knowing whatever's left behind.. and if there's nothing, there's always the next grave.. the only prob is a grave with a lot of gold left, which is reason enough to keep going back to it.. i no longer lose sleep over it nor do i think about it, dream about it.. but every time i chance upon it, the gold's still there.. thoughts and dreams come back.
it's true, things don't change as fast as we want them to.. especially when you knew that you were close to your happy ending...and then bam, you were wrong. so wrong.
back to studying, the physiological workings of the heart become far less complicated than the emotional reasons behind your heartbeats..i'm so gonna ace my quiz now, hahaha.
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