at a loss

stuck in my head
no matter what i do
can't get it out
i keep thinking of what if
i bother myself with maybe

too shriveled to get out of my cocoon
but feeling strong enough to fly

can you just tell me, who are you?
tell me what i am to you..

even if that means the end
that i'm no longer the one in your head

i'd want to hear it still
just so i could get you out of my system
be able to grow up and fly away
but still get a chance to say

'you were right
i was boring
i would fall
in the end, yes i was wrong'

OR

'i was bitchy
i came on too strong
probably was also hard on you
said things i didn't mean
acted like i didn't care
even if inside i really did'

doesn't matter much now if it hurts
doesn't matter much now what's next
'cause like i said
i'm strong enough to let go
strong enough to fly away
strong enough to say:
thanks, 'cause just for a lil while you glanced my way