little kid in me

i can't wait to go to HK Disneyland and it's weird because i've already been to Disney in the US. BUT that was years ago. now, i'm tired of being a "grown-up" and i wanna relive my girlish fantasies of being a princess haha. and i can't wait. although i know a lot of "grown-up stuff" would come first like my MCAT scores, med applications etc... Disneyland is still the only thing in my head... i guess it releases the anxiety and makes me feel like that little girl who had no problems in the world except probably what her Barbie doll should wear next. Yeah, i was a girly girl with the butterfly clips, 8 barbie dolls, tons of stufftoys, a purple diary and a pink room... A lot of people would probably find that hard to imagine, even i do :) but i just miss that little girl in me, with the bright smile and big dreams.. now i admit i'm a bit jaded and i lack confidence and i don't trust that much.. i don't wonder what happened along the way and i don't want to change anything.. BUT going to Disney would probably remind me of that little girl in me, and maybe i'd remember to be sweeter and to smile more.. but i know i will never like pink again :)