words.

i remember out of exasperation and a lil exhaustion at home i got a little pissed and muttered angrily, "i'm never gonna cook again." yet last night i find myself in the kitchen experimenting with parmesan cheese, breading and pork chop :P another example would be how people wish it continues to rain while our death toll increases up to 100... apathy? maybe but it could also show that we don't really think about what we say. i guess that's how humans are... our strange species use words unwisely, without thinking of the implications or without meaning... animals have specific calls that mean that and only that... i never heard a mating call that meant otherwise..

i am very guilty of saying a lot of things without meaning it or wishing i never said it... all of us are. famous words would probably be:

thanks (oh not another mug/ picture frame OR i don't really need this)
uh yeah (whatever you're weird OR what? uh just say yeah)
i'm on my way (to the bathroom)
yaaah miss you too (why does this person miss me)
i'm over it (i can't stop thinking about it)
i love you (NOT... oh sh*t what did i just say?!)

so i figured from now on, whatever imma say i should think about. especially now that i should be all grown up, late realization yeah... but it's never too late to change.

anyway, off to work :D