reMix

yes v-day's tomorrow and i ain't as affected as i was last year or worse, the year before that. see i figured i'd live by that old quote again, being single doesn't mean you have no choice but the opportunity to make the right one. so where am i and how am i? i'm still here. very much committed to school and my friends. that's that. people may find it boring that things don't seem to change, but i appreciate the steadiness and consistency of my life right now. my problems can only be acads-related which are easily fixed (i hope haha). but the decision to "uncomplicate" my life was something i did even before college, by letting go of those that keep pulling me down (aka my then-bf). so right now my complications consist of juggling two powerpoints (obesity and BOx love), figuring out how to start the cell mol. lab rep and studying for theo... complicated much? no, not really 'cause my time's mine and that's how i wanted things to be. besides i've never been alone on v-day, i have always had my friends and block dinners.

i admit i got distracted along the way when i let my heart get carried away. but i always end up with this simple decision, i want my life to be mine right now (of course it's God's but u get my point haha). so i've been singing the same song and the extra stuff that come my way equal only remixes... i'm not about to give up the joy of this "love hassle"-free life i have. but i do know somewhere down the road imma get my perfect v-day, but not just yet :)