it's late and i have a 9am class tomorrow, AND sister act's critics night is tomorrow as well. BUT i can't seem to tell myself to fall asleep. my heart's beating faster than it usually does and i know that i'm tired, stressed, and exhausted... but, i'm crazy happy! the "i feel like dancing" type of happiness?! and i'm filled to the brim that i can't stop smiling or laughing and it's weird. haha. i guess i was able to vent everything out last sunday. all the stress and crap, i just sat down, broke down and cried. i cried my problems away, problems my friends have shared with me, and all the stress i could take have been flushed down the drain. ack, my stress management skills have gone haywire. but at least now i think i'm doing much better. especially when accompanied by the fact that i've really got nothing to complain about. right now life's good. and everything is where it should be.. next stop? the love bus i hope haha.
but seriously now, a lot of my friends have their med school app. forms and i've got none. 'cause i haven't even taken the NMAT yet. and reality hits me once in a while that this may be my last year in the phils. (or last 2 years) and i guess that's what makes every minute here worth savoring. and i'm loving it. i just hope this happiness expresses itself through my grades as well :p hehe. that's it so far.. hopefully now, i try and get some rest. and great dreams as well. :) toodles.
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