- just a phase..and that single, sweet, unforgettable phase which was you is one of the most cherished phases of my life..and i thank you for that.. for the laughs, the jokes, for being a friend, and sometimes for me you were a little more, and still i am grateful.. you never knew it but you came at the right time and bailed me out during one of my lower moments in life..i never told you but you made me smile for no reason, laugh out loud at the simplest of things, focus when people around me couldn't and be inspired once again by something real..
but you are only a face...only a phase..only a smile..only a dream..out of reach for i never had your heart and you never had mine..and i wanna say goodbye to that period, to that stage, i'm closing the chapter..i just had to..i just have to..
i wanted to stop before i started dreaming, i needed a break before things got out of hand, i had to caution myself and not wait to get hurt, i needed to stay here or else i'd fall.. no matter how strong, heartless or weird i may seem, fragile is one of the words to describe me..and knowing me, i wouldn't want an unnecessary crack again..
with that i am bowing out..keeping with me the fantasy of what could have been yet standing firmly again on the ground of reality..but i am still grateful..and i still wouldn't close the book.. or throw away the goods, even though it has passed it's expiration date...
- Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.
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