is starting to pick up the broken pieces

i finally got the letter from Duke-NUS saying that i wasn't accepted blah blah, i actually knew that already but weirdly enough i felt sort of relieved.. i know that in my past blogs i was like woohoo Singapore, but seriously though it will be hard to leave home. BUT i was open to that adventure. NOW there are other adventures to pursue i guess.. and doing really bad in my MCAT gave me a certain amount of humility and i needed that. :) and though i am scared shitless now of what my NMAT results will be (lol) i'm just gonna go with the flow and go to the med school that accepts me :) i have three good choices (ASMPH, UERM and FEU-NRMF). and i know wherever i go, i'll be contented due to the fact that hellooo it's med school and imma be a doctor.. woohoo right? anyway, by 8am tomorrow (today actually omg it's 12 midnight haha) i'll be having my first med school interview with UE... and i am excited, a little nervous with a little of i really can't wait haha :) and after i'll be passing my application to FEU, the last of the applications and there it's done. i will now leave everything to God' s hands and stop being a control freak with the color coded planner :P