i miss the bigger world

still here in Filinvest, it's been a little more than a week now and yet i don't regret my self-imposed solitary confinement since i haven't been out much in a while really... i've graduated last March and since then my routine has been: stay at home and watch DVDs and meet old blockmates on weekends. and that was it, i didn't add anything new to my world yet... unlike most of my friends who are all in med, i don't have new friends haha. it's a good thing i got a part time job in Learning Tree, but that school has already been part of my life since pre-school and my mom works there too haha. i miss being out there, beyond my comfort zone. i miss the bigger world, the great unknown... and i compensate for that by greeting anyone who's having his/her birthday a happy birthday... just so i know the "out there" still exists... i guess my year off isn't working well for me socially haha. i've always been a big people person, and now, nada. nothing new. haha. and yet i chose this... i guess i'm growing up in a way that i really do know what my priorities are, work hard play hard for real this time. after the crazy silence of my quiet world for now, comes the celebration (i hope). i can't wait for Med. :) soon enough, imma be out there again. i just need this too, i need me. :p with ME in tune, i know i can be up for anything with a renewed energy and focus... haha. that's that. now back to my world.