sometimes u can't make it on your own

i had a weird epiphany moment during philo class this morning where i was supposed to be prayer leader. and i didn't want to.. i couldn't even think of a prayer, the very thought of praying scared me and i had no idea why. and it felt sad. i used to love talking to God, i seriously loved praying. it's during those moments that i can say everything to a someone who won't hate me and that feeling's great! and i guess through that everyday prayer leader thing that happens so ordinarily, i realized that i forgot i could talk to God. and no matter how simple that prayer was in class, it felt like meeting up with an old friend whom you've missed sooo much. and in line with that i knew that i needed help, i needed Him again.. i slowly kept relying on myself believing i could do all things as long as i put my everything into it. well no, i should have relied on God 'cause sometimes you just can't make it on your own. and well, He doesn't want you to experience that much stress :) God you're great i missed yah! :D