memory

and then i said 'there was this guy, as how every girl's adventure starts'
damn that line..

"Come back and make up a good-bye at least. Pretend we had one."

that on the other hand is from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind... As Clementine is being erased from Joel's mind, these lines are part of her last few words in Joely's brain during his first ever memory of her.. if that's unclear, watch the movie and you'll get my point..

and there are so many times where i wish a company like Lacuna Inc. comes up and tells me that i can have parts of my memory erased..

crazy part is, i loooove all the memories so much that while they're being erased, i'll be chasing after all of them too.. just like Joel... there and then you realize, it's impossible to live without the memories, they're part of the rainbow that keeps on coloring your life.. ghastly, painful, crazy or happy..

so i'll be keeping those memories.. besides the fact that i have no choice.. i guess you learn to love living with them.. and without those, maybe i'll never learn :)