if life is so short

i have wishes
i live on dreams
but my head, i never leave it up on the clouds...

but what if one of my prayers is on the verge of being answered
shouldn't i be jumping for joy?
but if that prayer includes me leaving a lot of things behind..
it sounds simply absurd..

yet i am very willing to accept it
with arms wide open
i want to embrace this new adventure
if it is what God wants me to do

in the end how would i know?
is this for real and why i am i so excited?

oh God.. if this is it..please give me the strength to continue
and the will to step ahead and face it with no regrets..

but if this is not what's meant to be
i hope i accept it with a happy heart
and still a willing spirit...

'cause i've lost a lot of hope
remaining stagnant emotionally, physically...
and i was thinking, a change would give me new meaning..

i'll listen..
i'm just your daughter
waiting for an answer..