look at yourself now

*WARNING: i think this isn't supposed to be read by the weak-hearted..sorry for the harsh words.. this is the only time i'll use them.. for i think that the person i'm writing about is the only one deserving of such..if you(the person this post is dedicated to) are reading (which i'm sure you're not.. 'cause u dont pay much attention to stuff like this), sorry na lang po..there are some stuff that my heart can endure..this isn't one of them...

and i thought i was bad.. the nerve you had making me believe that i was always at fault.. and how stupid i was to believe that you were almost always right even though at the back of my mind i always believed na you are totally stupid.. "hiding behind the bush" pare..the saying is beating around the bush.. tanga ka rin eh noh!!! "i don't wanna bring back the past pero ano ginawa mo after we broke up?"..ang kapal mo sira ulo ka!!! sige nga..tell me what i did.. sabihin mo lumabas labas(gumimik) ako..eh manhid ka ba? aalis na ung bestfirend ko nun.. anong gagawin ko?? tititig sa pader at magtetext sa kanya na sorry i can't go kase dramatic c *toot (di na lang ako magsasabi ng pangalan).. sobra ka!! bobo! ngayon sinasabi mong may 2 years old ka na anak!! WOW!!!! tapos to top it all off sabi mo di na tayo when it happened..marunong ka ba magbilang? o baka sa katangahan mo di mo talaga alam ilan taon anak mo?? kawawang bata!!!! nung sinabi ko bad math, i meant bad math dahil dun sa rumors 2 years old ung kid..un pla totoo..shocks..tpos ang sagot mo sa bad math, "mejo, di kase ako nagaral sa math test" bobo!!! tanga!!! kung pagbibilang ang problema mo..tutulungan na lang kita, 2 years ago..tayo pa nun..apr2004 po tayo naghiwalay(how i wish it was far more earlier than that)..sabihin mo nga saken..kung agad nabuo ung bata nun..2 yrs old na ba sha ngaun.. let me lay it out for you..a baby has to be formed 9 months.. so let's say u did it apr agad.. so..january 2005 dapat lalabas ung bata.. july2005 pa lang..paano naging 2 un?? so tama ang hinala ko at ng iba na nakaalam bago ako na binuo un tayo pa!! ang kapal mo rin eh noh!!! any you're telling me na wag ko ipagkalat.. paano kaya nakarating sa aken?? pinagkalat mo!! tanga!! actualy, pinagmamayabang mo!!! sa harap pa ng ilang kaibigan ko.. hello!! paano ko kaya nalaman?? kase ang daldal mo.. feel mo cool ka na may anak ka?? kawawa magulang mo!!kakahiya ka tsong!!! oi,ikaw loser ngayon!!! pacompare compare ka pa.. "u know what everything was better when i was with you"..hello, hindi nakakalambot ng puso un!!! well looking back now, it was worse... kahit ang dami ko pa talagang tanong at sabi mo u'll tell me everything later(2 days ago).. tama na siguro na wala na lang akong marinig na!! baka kase magkasala pa ako.. grr!! baliw ka!! kakaasar!!! ang kapal sobra!!!!! alam mo un..dami kong gustong masamang sabihin pero dahil puno na utak ko wag na lang...i'm content with the fact na this time, i'll have the last laugh...hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

now calm and collected.. i seriously feel sorry for you.. at times i partly blame myself, pero i won't allow myself to be stupid anymore..sana na lang talaga..u make right decisions this time around.. sincerely, God bless...

(sa aking lovable friends na natatawa ngaun..tama nga kayo..tanga ako nun..haha..tawa lang..next time makikinig na ako...promise..wag na kaung manumbat ha..)