Monday, May 02, 2005

'patikim'

--> i'm referring to the long weekend i just had.. if vacation is 2months long for a lot of my friends out there..well lucky me, i have summer classes..i'm currently in a state of depression or should i say a 'discreet breakdown' because of my studies.. waaah..i'm expecting myself to fail and feel so dumb..grrrr...i lost all focus and concentration.. and my drive is dying down... i'm LOST!!! i don't really know what's pushing me now.. whatever it is, it's the only thing remaining that could keep me hanging on..i just had an argument with my mom.. about something i thought she said..well, it's a long story.. but it was about my studies..and i was soooo sensitive about it.. and i'm not like that..well, i wasn't.. and now i am... and i don't like the feeling...it's really hard to put up this smiling bubbly facade( i don't know why i keep on doing it but i really want to it to be real.. ) just hoping i could stand on my own 2 feet again.. :)

hannah is still happy..i guess
blab blab blab...
i seriously need your prayers.. tHanx!
one more thing, i should get high grades para di na ko grounded.. :p

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

hay nako hana...kilala mo naman siguro ako diba...wag ka masyado madepress bruha ka. nandyan pa rin naman ang mga kaibigan mo eh...ol u nid to do is talk to them. alam ko madalas di tayo nagkikita lately. sobrang hinde kasi nakita ko na ang kuta ng mga blockmates ko eh. isa pa, baka galit ka sa akin :p c ya

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